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August 12th, 2006
11:09 pm
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
I'd Give anything
But I wont give up
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July 31st, 2006
08:18 pm
What do I do now that your gone
No backup plan
No second chance
And no one else to blame
All I can hear in the silence that remains
Are the words I couldnt say. . .
Even if happiness forgets about you for a moment, dont forget about it.
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July 23rd, 2006
July 11th, 2006
07:12 pm
Wow. I havent wrote in here in awhile. Everything is amazing here. No complaints.
Chris and I are doing wonderful. I couldnt be more happy and more in love.
Graduating this year. Wow. Soon I will be a doctor. Amazing.
I want everyone to feel the way that I do...:)
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April 24th, 2006
11:20 pm
You know what kind of people bother me....
1. stupid people, is it really cool to be "dumb"
2. immature people. seriously just grow up
and
3. nosy people. if someone wanted something to be your buisness, they would have told you in the first place.
just thought I would let you all know.
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February 10th, 2006
06:23 pm
I HATE: that there is so much to fear in this world.
I MISS: feeling normal and my family
I FEAR: failure.
I HEAR: this really loud, annoying, need a new mufler car outside my window.
I SEARCH: the strength to overcome my weaknesses
I WONDER: if I will become a Physican and if I will be a good wife and mother.
I REGRET: not being happy all the time.
I LOVE: being in love with my best friend Chris and Snuggles our kitten.
I ACHE: all over, screw you to being sick since November.
I AM ALWAYS: fatigued.
I AM NOT: a mean person.
I DANCE: with Chris around the bedroom to learn hip-hop because I have no rythem.
I SING: never
I CRY: when I am frusterated
I WRITE: notes for class
I WIN: I have already won, good friends, amazing boyfriend and a loving and supportive family.
I LOSE: when I fail college.
I CONFUSE: myself.
I NEED: coffee, my sickenss to find a new home and for me to find the strength within myself to finish school.
I SHOULD: not need Chris so much, although he doesnt mind :)
I AM: sick of being sick.
I WANT: to rid my body of this illness, prayers for it not becoming something really bad, and for me to be myself again.
I HAVE: everything I could have ever asked for, ok well maybe a new immune system.
I WISH: for a healthy and happy 2006 for myself and all my friends and family.
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December 13th, 2005
11:38 pm
Well I think I have finally caught up on my dishes..yeah I did say that right my dishes.
Well since I havent been on this thing for awhile now, maybe I should update sort of.
I am not graduating as planned. I have not made a decision between Med and PA school let alone narrow down my choices for what schools and in what location.
I have not finished studying for Organic chemistry yet. Although if I study anymore I dont think I will learn anything else anyways. I mean I look at my old tests and wonder how the hell I came up with the right answer in the first place.
I missed Megans 21st birthday and although I know you couldnt drink once this mom thing is overwith I will take you out :) I am sorry
Today is Chris little brothers birthday. I think Chris called him but I didnt...what a bad friend I am and although we did buy him not one but TWO bday cards, we just got the address today. Hmm his bday is today.
Jamie, since I dont have a number for you, Congrats on your wedding this weekend. I am sure you and it will be absolutley beautiful. I wish you and Joe the best of luck and maybe one day we can get together.
I got a new car about two weeks ago. It was much needed and very appreciated.
My kitten likes to get into my Christmas tree so Chris and I had to move the ornaments up half the tree. So we have a special tree this year. Yeah it looks funny.
I cant go home for Christmas until Christmas. Screw sick people on the holidays. I was just kidding. I mean I love sick people, they are what I am but...on Christmas..Stuck in MP again. Oh well.
I have learned how to crochet in the last few weeks, read a great novel, and have managed to rack up a 400 bill on my victoria secret credit card. Damn you cute clothes and shoes, and maybe a pair or two of unneeded undies. :)
Screw you depression. I mean people eat there worries away, mine I starve myself and shop. If I lose anymore weight I might have to commit myself. No I am kidding. But in all seriousness, I am actually getting chubbier YES!!! :)
I cant wait till Christmas although Chris and I have already given eachother our gifts. I love my pink sapphire ring!! I am one lucky girl. Actually I am blessed not lucky. (on most days ) :)
Well anything to procrastinate organic chemistry...uggghh its almost over.
and I almost forgot congrats to my great friend Season who finished her last hell whole finals week at CMU. Aww I am going to miss her so much. :( All your notes for all our (neurophys. mamphys. pathophys. mircobio, seminar, biostats, biochem..) Miss you already!
and oops, my cousin whom I havent seen in forever either is also graduating from American University. From what I hear you are doing quite well there! Good luck on law school. I miss you and congrats on graduating :)
Ok now I really think thats it...
Good night.
ps. I love you
Current Mood:  blah
Current Music: Must be doing something right- Billy Currington
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November 22nd, 2005
05:49 pm
This has to be one of the saddest days of my life...
and it doesnt involve a breakup or death..
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November 15th, 2005
04:23 pm
I want to live in Laguna Beach California...
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October 25th, 2005
04:20 pm
I cant believe that I have to spend an entire extra year here all because of one class that is only offered in the spring. Oh well my entire year will be filled with ballet, tap, pottery, yoga and golf. I cant wait what a waste of time and money. I could totally already be threw a year of med school or something. What a joke. I love good ole' CMU. I guess I just have to hang in there, at least I wont be alone. :)
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